Last week was Poppy Day.
>The Killers<
Tema 2 minggu ini- Cemburu
Ish,rumah ni mmg kuat jealous.Baik aku atau Anna.Tapi aku la kot ketuanya.Sampai sekrang, Zen pun ikut sama.
Sorry Zen,we are suppose to feminize you,but instead,we turned you into jealousy-macho zen!
Jealous.Cemburu.Jaki?Dengki?Semua sama erti ke?
Mungkin tidak~
Lain erti,sama maksud?
Mungkin tidak~
Kenapa mesti cemburu?
Tanda sayang?
Mungkin tidak~
Habis,kenapa masih cemburu?
...no comment...
Bosan2 malam minggu,lepas berlelah di ED,membuang masa membuat ini:
Desire to Be the Center of Attention
Eldest Child Average Score - 5 over 10
MINE - 7/10 (huish,terbukti~)
For many eldest children, being the center of attention can translate to feeling valued and loved. Some eldest children, although not all, are spoiled by being the sole focus of their parent's attention. As younger siblings come along, eldest children tend to feel threatened that they will lose the close relationship they have with their parents. In the attempt to regain their central position in the family, many eldest children become quite skilled at drawing attention to themselves. It is likely that when you are left alone, you may engage in performance-oriented activities, such as dancing or playing a musical instrument. Because of your desire to be the center of attention, you probably tend to be outgoing, entertaining and upbeat when you are around others. However, for many first-borns, the desire to be the center of attention can have negative consequences. Eldest children can be quite self-absorbed and selfish. When things do not go as planned, being rude or having temper tantrums is a possible response.
IS IT???
My first week in ED was really tiring.I have 4 more days to go.~sigh~BIG one!
Tengah study kat library,sekali terkoya pulak. Ingat masa kecik2 dulu (form 2 still kecik ke?).
After PMR.
--Abah,org ingat kaklong nak berenti sekolah lah?
--Berenti sekolah?Kau gila ke?
--Hahahahha..relax,bah.Bukan berenti belajar.Kaklong tak mo sekolah kat situ lagi je.
--Eik, sekolah dah punya bagus,kamu nak tukar?Kenapa?Kena buli ke?dah nak masuk upper form kena buli lagi?Biar betul!
--Eh, abah.Kita buli orang lagi adalah!
--Habis tu?
--Sekolah tak offer aliran sastera la...
--Kaklong nak jadi apa amik aliran sastera?
--Kaklong nak jadi penyair...
--APA?PENYAIR?
adoi,lawak betul.Terdiam abah dengar.I think he has doubt on me at that time.Tapi salah dia juga,siapa suruh kasi typewriter kat aku masa aku darjah 5?hehehhe...
Rentetan peristiwa di atas, sebab abah dah tak terkata,aku teruskan menjadi SRIKANDI (never regret,bebeh!) Weekends je,aku ngan Hasfa berdating dgn Encik Zulkifli (secara senyap2 ni.pheewittt).Kitorg amik kelas sastera dengan cikgu Zul.Cikgu ni ajar Fizik asalnya.Best wo.Underground class.2 students only.Tapi tak lama sbb cikgu Zul kena sambung belajar overseas.huhuhu. (HASFA, di manakah kamu,dong!Kepingin mahu ketemu!)
Masa form 4
---Zuwa,aku nak jadi Chemical Engineer la.Macam macho je nama dia. (Seriously,at this point,I have no idea what that means...hehehhe..) Ha, tak pun jadi pharmacist.
---Memang macho,derq.Kita masuk UTP nak?
---Weh,best ar tuh.Tapi I think my parents want me to be a doctor la.
---Serious?Apasal?
---Ntahnya.Pasal kaya kot.Aku nyampahla jadi doktor ni.Macam berlagak je.Sangka hebat sgt boleh baikkan sakit orang.Aku paling malas nak jumpa doktor.Orang yang paling tak mesra di alam maya ini.Pelik aku.Diorang ni suka double-standardkan orang. (pergh,aku ingat balik,gell marah aku ngan doctors.now???right back on my face!)
---Apa derq ko merepek ni...hahahhaha.
---Betul la.Ok2,aku tau.Kalu parents aku nak gak aku jadi doctor,aku amek je medic.Pastu,dah grad,aku kasik certificate aku kat parents aku.Pastu aku blaja lagi, nak proceed my dream-nak jadik pharmacist.
Wah2,gell semangat aku dulu.Tak terfikir langsung berapa lama nak blaja tu.
My feet on the ground now.
In my final year of study,I feel like those memories just passed me by. I dont think I can take this anymore.Penat weh jadi student ni.
Pharmacists are brilliant.They can remember all the drugs.They are drug addicts.heheheh.
(cita-cita aku dulu tak merapu ataupun mengarut.but i was grandious...tapi,cita-cita aku sekarang merapu dan mengarut.And I'm still hoping those will become reality.That will be awesome!!!!)
Best umah dekat pantai. Boleh lepas tensi sambil2 main air.
Korang pernah main tenteng kat tepi pantai?Tak pernah,kan?Jgn jeles eh...It's the end of first 2 weeks of surgeyr attachment.Man,so hard!Pukul 7 dah keluar.Shuruq pun belum lagi.Ayam kuat je berkokok (kalaulah duduk kat kampung kan,xdela kat Welly ni ha...)
Comfortably Numb
